American Mother

I am an American Mother

I’ve heard first cries from my children

As they came into this world cold

Their skin turning pink

As I held them close to my chest

A precious siren wailing

In a room filled with joy

She is an American Mother

She didn’t hear the last cries from her children,

As they left this cold world

The warmth draining from their bodies

Once whole, now ripped apart,

A haunting siren wailing

In a room filled with fear

We are American mothers

I am an American mother

I will send my children to school

Wishing them a great day

As they board the bus and wave good-bye

Joy in my heart and dread in my soul

Questioning for a split second

If they will return

She is an American mother,

She will send her child to school

Wishing them a great day

As they board the bus and wave good-bye

Questioning for a split second

If they will return

Unaware of what the day will bring

We are American mothers

I am an American mother

I breathe a deep breath gratitude from afar

In the midst of my sister’s worst day

And watch in horror

As the body counts are tallied

And the story unfolds

An abundance of pathetic thoughts and prayers

She is an American mother

She waits outside of the school

With her arms aching for her child

She doesn’t see them and she won’t

Her hope is siphoned from her body

Her child is a tally mark

A siren wailing into the sky

We are American mothers

I am an American mother

My life will resume in mere seconds

Gleeful laughs and sibling arguments

Filling up the spaces of air in my home

I will tuck them in and kiss their heads

Wishing them sweet dreams and good sleep

And count my lucky stars they’re mine

She is an American mother

Her life has ended in mere seconds

Guttural sobs fill the spaces of air in her home

She will lay in her child’s bed

Their scent lingering from the night before

When she tucked them in and kissed their heads

Wishing them sweet dreams and good sleep

We are American mothers

Two halves of the same whole

She and I

Our hearts beating in rhythm

To the patter of our children’s feet

Our very breath living outside our bodies

We keep our eyes open for each other

So that they may stay safe and stay ours

We are American mothers

Sisters in a sacred bond

When one bleeds, the other hurts

Our hearts bound together

Intertwined by the fabric of motherhood

Battle torn and tired from sleepless nights

Wearing the same stripes on our arms

Comrades in the raging war

We are American mothers

Sisters strung together by a thread

Stitched together as the stars and the stripes

We are united in a divided world

We celebrate with each other

We grieve with each other

For we are one in the same

We are American mothers

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